then after TWO months of NO contact... chris writes to me as if we have been talking every day! wtf... he is all "i love u. can't wait for us to marry... i miss u so much" blah bah blah.
really??? he better come up with a big rock if he thinks that im waiting around another year until he retires. jerk.
so in the meantime.. i DID meet a guy that i like an will be seeing again. gonna have my fun.. adn then when chris gets home we can maybe work things out