Do you have any internal issue that's been an ongoing struggle for you?
+4
Nystyle709
(Oh!) Rob Petrie
CeCe
Chris
8 posters
What is your greatest internal struggle?
Chris- Chamber Admin.
Join date : 2010-01-30
Location : Oak Park, Michigan
Posts : 23201
Rep : 330
CeCe- …is a Chamber DEITY.
- Join date : 2010-06-30
Posts : 11962
Rep : 326
There are some areas where I need to convince myself that I deserve better. I settle sometimes when I shouldn't. Not as bad as it was at one time, so getting there. lol
(Oh!) Rob Petrie- …is a Power Member.
Join date : 2011-01-30
Location : Boston
Posts : 1677
Rep : 62
Continuous identity crisis between between an American and being a German. And then you throw in my African heritage, and it just gets all confusing.
Nystyle709- ...is a 20G Chamber DIETY.
Join date : 2010-03-16
Location : New York
Posts : 27030
Rep : 339
Internal issue? I'm a big time procrastinator. That would be one.
MandyPerfumeGirl- …is a Power Member.
Join date : 2010-05-31
Location : Illinois
Posts : 1273
Rep : 26
As cliche or trite as it may sound, I struggle with self-acceptance. I can't ever say to myself "This is me, and that's okay." Oy vey.
Alan Smithee- ...is a 20G Chamber DIETY.
Join date : 2010-09-03
Location : 40º44’18.33”N 73º58’31.82”W
Posts : 25792
Rep : 381
To not let my temper get the better of me.
RedBedroom- …is a Chamber DEITY.
Join date : 2010-02-18
Posts : 10696
Rep : 312
Yeah, I do. It is my love hate relationship with motocross. I have not spoken much here about it because I don't discuss my son's racing online a ton, so to avoid debates. I love the sport and have since long before I became a momma. Now, seven years after my son began racing, I find myself crazy nervous about it to the point I almost faint.
I am really, really struggling with being able to be at the track when he races. After his last race of last season, I was so afraid after he crashed (he was fine) that it made me afraid to see him on a bike. Everyone knows how nervous I am and so as I rushed to him on that track (a track that an 18 year old died on last year) I heard people saying (about the crash), "did 'redbedroom' see it..did she see it?" So, though he was fine, it was a bad one.
So, now he is gone for his first race of the season, and I opted to stay home. So very, very unlike me. So, friends will wonder, and more importantly, sponsors will wonder. So, it is what it is.
Sorry for the long vent/unload....just feeling kinda emotional about it right now...
I am really, really struggling with being able to be at the track when he races. After his last race of last season, I was so afraid after he crashed (he was fine) that it made me afraid to see him on a bike. Everyone knows how nervous I am and so as I rushed to him on that track (a track that an 18 year old died on last year) I heard people saying (about the crash), "did 'redbedroom' see it..did she see it?" So, though he was fine, it was a bad one.
So, now he is gone for his first race of the season, and I opted to stay home. So very, very unlike me. So, friends will wonder, and more importantly, sponsors will wonder. So, it is what it is.
Sorry for the long vent/unload....just feeling kinda emotional about it right now...
TSJFan4Ever- …is a Chamber Royal.
Join date : 2010-03-28
Posts : 5362
Rep : 78
Letting go of some bitterness in my life and dealing with the unstisfaction of where I am career-wise and the lies that were fed to us while we were getting our degree - should have known it might happen with a social science degree but I trusted what our profs and directors were saying.
Sun Mar 17, 2013 3:17 am by Chris
» NEW ADDRESS: http://conversationchamber.ipbhost.com/
Sun Mar 17, 2013 3:16 am by Chris
» New project
Sun Mar 17, 2013 2:17 am by wants2laugh
» st pattys day
Sun Mar 17, 2013 12:21 am by Bluesmama
» White smoke signals cardinals have selected a new pope
Sat Mar 16, 2013 8:11 pm by wants2laugh
» Red?
Sat Mar 16, 2013 8:05 pm by Alan Smithee
» Do You Look Like a Celebrity?
Sat Mar 16, 2013 7:57 pm by wants2laugh
» Canned Foods
Sat Mar 16, 2013 2:57 pm by CeCe
» English Muffins or Toast?
Sat Mar 16, 2013 12:45 pm by Nystyle709